i've been waiting patiently, for all these rumours to go away.
But the more i seem to push, the more it really wants to stay.
i aint got the life that i wanted, everything seems to go his way.
i ended up digging shit, so that he gets what he wanted at the end of the day.
So i get my board and go skate, so that i wouldn't have to recall.
but it doesn't help at all, reminiscing when i fall.
i keep on smiling to everyone i see, they don't know what i really feel inside.
its like a girl that has to marry someone that she doesn't love, yes i am that bride.
But i aint talking about my wife, she's the reason why i'm still alive.
its about someone else who i looked up to a high.
backstabbing me while i'm getting high. which by,
the end of my dream i get to fly, he goes and wake me up n tell me to die.