Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Danok was scary but i found something else that was freaking scary

Ever heard of Danok. Its at the boarder of Bukit Kayu Hitam. First part of Thailand if you going through Kedah. Its pretty scary if you ask me. This is the first time i step foot in Thailand. But i only spent like half an hour. It was easy to get in then i thought it would be. I didn't have a passport on me. I left that at home, coz i didn't plan to go there in the first place. Me mum was bugging me to follow her there to get her fruits there. Like you cant get it over here. But what the heck, since i had nothing to and i find it interesting when she said she could get me in without my passport. I mean this is my mum weir talking about. She cant do anything without my dad.

So off we went in that old school car of hers that i really really hate. Its been awhile since i spent time chatting with her alone. Same old same old topics that mothers like to talk about with their kids. This is what so beautiful about her. She would ask question and before i could open my mouth she would already answered it without realising it. And yet she waits for an answer from me. And then she tells me anything in three different version as doe she thought that i didn't understand her or something. Damn i love her. All smiles from me along the way there.

We finally reach there at the boarder, well the the 1st customs check point. I mean she did everything. Reach the booth and yelled to the officer that we were only going to have lunch at the Duty Free. They let as through. And i thought to myself thats easy i guess, i could have done that if i wanted to. Next point which is the local police road block. She pull down the wind shield and just wave at the police as doe she knew them or something. Damn, now i don't think i could have pull that off. Is this my mother. Some of them didn't care but the other's just smile back at her like they were friends or something.

WTF were the exact words that was going through my head. I mean it can't be that easy right? Ok i thought. Lets see how she does when we hit the Thai check point. Suddenly i felt exited in a way that i would never had imagine that i could get it from my own mother. Slowly we move through their custom toll. I could see the Thai customs officers screaming to people or anyone who were trying to get through. I was scared shit less man. To the bones for that matter. I mean what if we get caught or something. What would they do to us. I mean Thai officers looks like gangster from my eyes. Not like our officers. I mean this is some gangster shit looks that got bored somewhere in their life and decided to be an officers of the law or something.

Feeling like a bitch as i was, i turn to look at what my mum was doing. Hoping she felt the same too and chicken out or what not, so i could get the fuck out and pull out a fast and the furious u-turn or what shit. But nah, she was just singing along at the song that was being played on the radio. This is so not cool. Holy crap it was our turn at check point. As what she did at the first point, she roll down the wind shield when the Thai officers bang on the car window. I could hear him talking while my mum was rolling it down. And all of the sudden my mum starts to talk to them in Thai. What the hell. Who is she? How come i didn't know all this about her. The Thai officers started to laugh out loud and the whole conversation lasted for a good 10 minutes. What on earth could my mum talk about with this gangster looking shit officers and on top of that in Thai language.

After we pass through my mum just look at me and throw me this face as doe it looked like one of those hip hop music video's where the rapper just in hale weed or something and looking satisfied in a gangster's look. I thought Danok was scary but hell no, my mum is way scarier.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Seriously im just talking about that

Do u all realize how deep we're in? its sucking our souls to be sad..we shouldn't give in..the more u feel down about ur self u tend to buy and spend on crappy stuff u thought would cheer u up..but it doesn't..and by the time u realize it, its too late coz u bought it already..and then u make ur self sadder because of the 1st problem and the precious money u just had thrown away..so what if he's an ass hole..leave him..u deserve better then that..she's a bitch..leave her too..u could do better then that..put a smile on your face when u leave her or him..cause it didn't happen when ur married..so you've got time to find the right one for u..so what if ur friend is hurting u..find one of your friends that is not as bad as them and hang out with their friends..and before u do that..learn the meaning of the word 'friend'..if u think u know what the meaning is then ur wrong..its always more then that..so u like this person..get to know her/him..don't go by the rules..the rules will make u sad too by the end of the road..be wild about it..stop thinking or being afraid..that will not get u anywhere..be brave to make a mistake..because u learn from them..and when u learn u will find ur happiness..and to all those bitches out there..i understand u..its not ur fault that u are what u are..how u treat the man..i totally understand..and i can be down with that..because man use to be all ass holes and jerks and was good at it..man has never treated their women 100% fair..ever since the cave man..so that's why u are like that..but..but now man has change..i mean yeah they can still be a bit of an ass holes and jerkz..but their not good at it any more and they get bored of it..and they find something else thats better..they try to be a good person..being loyal and good is the new 'in' thing nowadays for man..so for all those women who's trying to act cold towards guyz..i hope u learn from the mistake..u might crush a guy who would prob be the guy that was gonna make u happy for the rest of your life..and for u players out there who think their all 'dat'..who the fuck are u trying to impress? the guy next to u listening to ur story about the different gurl u fuck last nite?..he's prob as pathetic as u are..and u find that fun?..damn..feel sorry for u and the guy next to u..u've missed out alot in life..so that is my understanding of how to make my nollie heel flips better..-aki..not fara..fara doesn't know how to do a nollie heelflips-..

gud bye dunkin donats ampang..hello big apple..sorry it took long for me to realise that u were in my area code all this while..

Its hard to see something stick together..all we ever wanted is to see it last forever..but it never those..along the way it just starts crumbling off..leaving trails of its once existence in our life..but we move on..from our experience we learn to detect or acknowledge what makes a nearly perfect doughnuts..where the sugar cream still sticks to our doughnuts....and doesn't leaves us behind..so that we wake up on our day off to smell the sweetness of what we have at the present day..so we grab our phone and dialled all dose who's really our true sugar cream and go berbuker at big apppppplllllleeeeee...hell
l yeeeaaaahhhhhh...ok maybe go there after berbuker..and all those old sugar cream who thinks their all dat, who chooses to bail on us doughnuts are only picked up by ants..your not sweet any more and u realise that..and that's sad..and we're happy that we have found our true sugar cream..and happy because writing about this is suppose to be sad but turns out to be the other way round for writing this is to show how lucky we are..

Not no more but just less of it

There comes a time when u know u need to slow down abit..i mean we're not getting younger any more..were actually getting older..we've seen the seasons change..we've seen people change..we've stuck around a lot to notice that even the things we see everyday has change..like this dude who begs for money at one of the shop lots corner in 13 shah alam..u don't see him no more..cause he found out that if he gets a proper job he can double what he gets from begging..its not that much but its still doubles for him..he now work for this government project community that helps the poor..because he had experience in that field i guess..well good for him..i guess its all related in some way..make use of what ur good at..back to the story..time doesn't wait for us..that's not what god had in mind when he created time..cause if he did i would sure win that game of skate in Adelaide..damn it..2bcontinue....

my wife is so gonna kill me..sayang ima just trying to make u laugh..love u always..

When I got home that night as my husband served dinner, I held his hand and said, I've got something to tell you. He sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in his eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let him know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. He didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead he asked me softly, why?I avoided his question. This made him angry. He threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a woman! That night, we didn't talk to each other. He was weeping. I knew he wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give him a satisfactory answer; he had lost my heart to En Darud Pudin. I didn't love him any more. I just pitied him! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that he could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. He glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The man who had spent ten years of his life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for his wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Darud Pudin so dearly. Finally he cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me his cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found him writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Darud Pudin. When I woke up, he was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning he presented his divorce conditions: he didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. He requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. His reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and he didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.This was agreeable to me. But he had something more, he asked me to recall how I had carried him into out bridal room on our wedding day. He requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry him out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought he was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted his odd request. I told Darud about my husband's divorce conditions... he laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks he applies, he has to face the divorce, he said scornfully.

My husband and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried him out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, mummy is holding daddy in her arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with him in my arms. he closed his eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put him down outside the door. he went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. He leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of his blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this man carefully for a long time.. I realized he was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on his face, his hair was greying! Our marriage had taken its toll on him. For a minute I wondered what I had done to him.

On the fourth day, when I lifted him up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the man who had given ten years of his life to me.On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Darud about this. It became easier to carry him as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. He was choosing what to wear one morning. He tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then he sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that he had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry him more easily.Suddenly it hit me... he had buried so much pain and bitterness in his heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched his head.Our son came in at the moment and said, Mummy, it's time to carry dad out. To him, seeing his mother carrying his farther out had become an essential part of his life. My husband gestured to our son to come closer and hugged her tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held him in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. His hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held his body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.But his much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held him in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held him tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Darud opened the door and I said to him, Sorry, Darud, I do not want the divorce any more. He looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? he said. I moved his hand off my head. Sorry, Darud, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because he and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more.

Now I realize that since I carried him into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold him until death do us apart. Darud seemed to suddenly wake up. He gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my husband. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my husband in the bed - dead.

You guess it right. The wife is a professional woman's wrestler who's married to a 247 cross-dresser..but anyway..NO matter who u are, The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah..blah..blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy.

p/s sayang instead of carrying u, i'll push u on my skateboard till death do us part..have a blast at work..

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Smokingt Kills but Sales Never Stop

Did you ever get sick of smoking, to a point where you feel like puking every time you inhale the next smoke. Tired of the smell it dose when u light it up. Feeling your lungs rejecting what brand you inhale. Scared for the life beside you for being a second hand sniffer. But then again everyone smokes. except for Katek, pek Ti and Fazril. Sorry guys. Feeling like your gonna have a massive heart attack on the next puff. Experiencing pain in your chest let alone the scratching feeling that you get from your throat. Well i don't. So i'm much pretty FUCKED UP!!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

This is what happens you become a husband. One of the things that u have to go through. You have to carry everything hahahhaha. Please understand that this is not a complaint. Thats not my wife, thats one of her sister. I think my wife was taking this picture.

In the car

As i was waiting in the car for Bruce Lee and Tim Tim to arrive, i looked around Shah Alam 13 to see all the beautiful scenery after it stopped raining. From the left over rain drops on the leaves to the sun that was covered from the light dark greyish clouds. What a sight to see before going to Putra Jaya Skatepark. Goes to show how gorgeous my country is. I was proud to be there at that very moment capturing this beautiful picture with my very own eye's. 15 minutes later after my self wonderful moment, Tim Tim and Bruce got in the car. There was a moment of silence. Then Bruce Lee open his month n said while giggling. "Nice car sticker u got your self, is it new?. WTF. A bird just had his share of moment on my car. Dam this world is ugly again.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

What i see

A picture that i took of my wife. She's the greatest wife in my opinion. She's the best in her field. She treats me like a king. She makes me smile in the morning, Damn she makes me the greatest coffee in the morning. I really don't know how she does it, But i never told her that. I giggle. She looks at me straight in the eye's as doe i did something wrong but actually turns out that she's trying to keep a normal face when i farted. I laugh. She supports me being sincere with my other girlfriend (my skateboard). She supports me in my new interest (photography). Her fault actually. She makes me feel peace towards my self from her smiles, But then again, she smiles everyday. To a point i just dont know how she pulls it. Not to sure when she's at the office but she does smile everytime when i look at her. Well there was a time when i threw the cigi butts in the toilet bowl, but then i did deserve that. I'm sorry sayang for that. Didn't mean to. But this time something happen and she wasn't smiling. I even got the chance to take a picture of her in a sad and concern face. Here she is..

We were in the Gleneagle Hospital. Her mum had gone through some tough time. Her mum got admitted for something. It was a very sad day for her, well for all of us in that matter. But my mother in-law went through the surgery and recovered, and she is doing well now. Thank god and Fara's brother. But i still can't forget how worried my wife looked that day. That's the first time in my married life that i had to see such things. I guess that's what i have to go through being a husband. Its all different now. Grown up and having that responsibility as a husband. And because of that i'm already planning for the future. Saving is important you know for your love ones security and safety (Duhh). Life is hard but my wife is a strong women. I guess she got it from her mother. And i realise that about her when i took this picture..

I can see in her eyes what a sad and tiring day for her but still she manage to find some time to put up with me and my camera. Well, actually its her camera hehehe. Here she is again taking care of her niece while every ones upstairs...

That's why women are different from guys. Their more stronger then us, mentally not physically. And thats what i respect about them this days. She is definitely some one i lokked up to. She is my wife, she is my bestfriend, my soul mate, she is Fara D..Lots of love

Monday, December 14, 2009

58am sila baca sehingga habis...dan tlg sebarkan kepada seberapa byk org Islam yg boleh... Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh ini adalah surat wasiat dari penjaga makam Nabi Muhammad SAW iaitu Sheikh Ahmad Maeine (Saudi Arabia). pada suatu malam ketika membaca Al-Quran di makam Rasulullah SAW selepas membaca lalu hamba tertidur, dalam tidur hamba bermimpi didatangi Rasulullah SAW lalu bersabda kepada hamba, dalam 60 000 orang yang meninggal dunia di zaman ini tiada seorang pun yang matinya dalam keadaan beriman. (a)isteri tidak mendengar kata suami. (b)orang kaya tidak lagi bertimbang rasa. (c)orang tidak lagi berzakat dan tidak membuat kebajikan. Oleh itu wahai Sheikh Ahmad, hendaklah kamu menyedarkan kepada orang Islam ini supaya membuat kebajikan,kerana hari penghabisan(Qiamat) akan tiba di mana bintang akan terbit dari langit, sesudah itu matahari akan turun di atas kepala. PESANAN HAMBA INI (a) berselawat - untuk junjungan Nabi kita Muhammad SAW. (b) bertaubatlah - dengan segera sementara Pintu Taubat masih terbuka. (c) Bersembahyanglah (d) berzakat - jangan ditinggalkan. (e) Menunaikan Fardhu haji - bila berkemampuan. (f) Jangan menderhaka kepada kedua ibu bapa. UNTUK MAKLUMAN 1. seorang saudagar dari bombay telah menerima surat ini dan beliau telah mencatak sebanyak 20 salinan dan mengirimkan kepada orang lain, dia kemudiannya dianugerahi Allah dengan mendapat keuntungan yang besar dalam perniagaannya. 2. seorang hamba Allah telah menerima surat ini tetapi tidak mengendahkannya dan menganggap wasiat ini palsu, maka selang beberapa hari kemudian anaknya meninggal dunia. 3. Pada tahun 1977 Tun Dato Mustapha bekas Ketua Menteri Sabah menerima wasiat ini kemudian mengarahkan setiausahanya mencetak sebanyak 20 salinan dan menghantarnya kepada orang lain, maka selang beberapa hari kemudian dia telah mendapat hadiah dari kebajikan masyarakat di malaysia timur. 4. tan sri ghazali jawi, bekas menteri besar perak secara tidak langsung dipecat dari jawatannya kerana apabila beliau menerima wasiat ini beliau terlupa mencetak 20 salinan untuk disebarkan kepada orang lain tetapi beliau telah menyedari kesilapannya lalu beliau mencetak semula wasiat ini dan mengirimkannya kepada orang lain, beberapa hari kemudian beliau telah dilantik menteri Kabinet Perdana Menteri. 5. Zulfikar Ali Bhuno telah menerima surat wasiat ini dan tidak percaya akan kebenarannya juga menganggap palsu lalu membuangnya ke dalam tong sampah seminggu kemudian beliau telah dijatuhkan hukuman pancung sampai mati. 6. di Terengganu, seorang pekerja bengkel kenderaan telah menerima wasiat ini dari pengirim yang tidak dikenali yang datangnya dari Perak lalu beliau membuat sebanyak 20 salinan seperti yang dituntut. Alhamdulillah dia dianugerahkan oleh Allah seorang gadis berakhlak mulia seperti yang dituntut oleh Islam. baginya anugerah ini paling agung dan tidak ada tandingannya. 7. Di Terengganu juga, seorang hamba Allah telah menerima surat ini dari orang yang tidak dikenali tetapi beliau tidak mengendahkannya dengan mengatakan ianya bohong belaka dan sengaja mengada-adakan untuk menakutkan orang yang membacanya. Beberapa hari kemudian dia telah mendapat penyakit ganjil dan penderitaanya amat menyedihkan. setelah tiga minggu mendapat rawatan rapi di hospital, penyatkitnya sukar juga diubati oleh doktor. Akhirnya beliau teringat akan wasiat ini dan mengedarkannya kepada orang lain. Semingu kemudian barulah beliau beransur sembuh sehingga sekarang. Banyak lagi contoh-contoh orang yang menerima wasiat ini tetapi tidak mempercayainya dan tidak mengedarkannya atau menyampaikan kepada orang lain. dimana mereka mendapat malapetaka. setelah kejadian yang menggembirakan dan menyakinkan ini anda jangan lupa menyampaikan 20 salinan.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

thats what i call a stucky situasion

Did u see the papers yesterday. A syndicate of beggars around kl. Yeah you've probably heard of this again and again. Me too. just that i find this one rather interesting. This ain't the normal beggars u see at the pasar malam or market or what not. Not those that still can talk or walk. I'm talking deeper then that. The ones I'm looking at is those that has no hands or no finger, no tongue and some don't even have their mouths. And to make it worst they don't even have a face. Its as thou they had been into an acid incident or something. Their not kids but full grown people. Imagine if they were kidnap or something, and these syndicate made them into what they are now, how the hell can they escape from this. And we would have a hard time helping them out. I mean we can't take their finger prints coz they don't have one anymore. They cant shout for help let alone tell if their in trouble or anything. I dont think writing is an option either. I'm sure one of the syndicate crew is near to keep an eye on them if something happen or someone is trying to rescue them. But they get paid alot and well from people who walks by them. But when i come to think about it, what do they do with their share of the money? I don't think these beggars can buy anything enjoyable for them in their condition. I really feel sorry for them and even i don't know what i can do to help. Coz i don't know anything about them. Maybe they were kidnap or force to be what they are now. Or they use to be a gambler or something and lost and got in debts with some gangster n shit and were sold to these syndicate. Or they could have been once some ones husband who later got caught sleeping with the wife's best friend or mother or even worst farther (gay shit) and got thrown acid on his face in revenge from the wifey. I just saying who knows. so the next time i get myself in a sticky situation, like the time when i accidentally sat on wet cement and by the time i was ready to skate but was to late for i was stuck to the bench, i'll think of them.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

put a smile on ya face

Why is it that some skaters out there who dont really know how to smile. Why is that they think that their the only one with problems. Everyone has their own problems. Thats why we skate. Well one of the reasons. Anyway, cause thats the only place and time that we can forget and enjoy ourself. The time to relax. Ok so if ya really or never been taught to smile, Well dont blame other people if they think less of u. Cause thats how it works. If u smile, we smile. if you introduce yourself, we'll introduce ourself. Damn man. Thats what skateboarding's about. Its a community. Its like a family. Cause if thats how u treat a family then i dont think anyone wants to be in your family tree. Its not that we're mad or anything. We just get bum cause u expect us to be nice to you. When we really dont know who the hell u are. Now this happens to my friends so many times with different skaters. And for most of it, i was there. Since they're not doing anything about it, might as well i say sumthing about it since i have a blog (hahaha). Who knows those kind might read this shit. And like i said, were not mad, cause we wouldn't want to waste our time on people like you, but if ya not friendly then we wouldn't mind minding our own business. Just dont pull some shit up about how sombong we are. Get a life. And when u do, well all i can say to u is..LETS GO SKATE aight..

Monday, December 7, 2009

damn it. OS sucks

Gadamnnn. I hate when it happens to me. I over slept. Woke up at 6.35 on a beautiful evening. If it was raining then that be another story. But nooo it's a nice warm clear blue sky evening. Why im so mad u ask?. Well it takes me 10 minutes to get ready, it takes me 5 minutes to get to my car from my room. knowing my mum will always ask me to do sumthing before i go out. Then its gonna take me at least twenty minutes to get to the skatepark. I mean thats if im lucky. Cause this is the time when people come back from work. Even if i do get there in 20 minutes, it would take me atleast 4 minute to get the boared out from the trunk, wear my socks and shoe, and walk to the skate park and do u know what's the time when i start to do my warm ups?, 7.14. So that means i only get to skate for ten minutes before it gets dark. A skater like me don't skate for 10 minutes. its just a waste of time. I mean it isn't Putra Jaya skate park. The lights here in Shah Alam's sucks big time. I can easily injure myself. Well actually for an experience skater like me it would be hard to get injured heheheheh. But it is no fun playing in the dark. All the lights don't work. I mean sometimes i don't even know who i'm talking to at the park, yes it can get that dark. So yeah. No skating for me then.

Friday, December 4, 2009

Putra Jaya skatepark deadly session

I finally got these egg heads (hahahhaha) to come skate with me. And to make it better we had Ikwan to come with us with his Big Guns. We were all pack and ready to shoot. Reach there a bit late. But enough time to do some magic at the park. It was pretty cold that night. I started coughing after all that cursing and shouting at my tricks but shit did we have fun. Phuck i still am. But i must say it was pretty scary for me though. I didn't say anything to them, just didn't want to spoil their moods or sumthing. Coz there a cemetery beside the park. A Chinese one at that. And dogs howling here and there. But yeah nothing did happen, it was just me i guess. But neither less, i would thou like to take this opportunity to say thanks to all the ghost over there (if there's any) that they didn't pop out infront of us. That could have done a lot of damages on us.

The snail freaking the ledges with his ability to 5-0
What better way then to K-grind with Riyas's stlye
Well i'm full of shit, the ledges were laughing at my nose grind
The snail's goofy. So a frontside for him to reply my nose grind
well i didn't say he had only one style. Another rainbow version of a k-grind.
After mistreating the ledge dreadfully it was time to spread my wings abit. The guys was pretty flat so i decided to fly solo. Here is me taking off with a shifty.

This time i added some combo. Kick flip with the shifty, and off i go.

What better way then to touch down with a nollie inward heel flip through the scary air. The good thing about this park is that you can get to experience street skating. Not much, but more then u can get at any skatepark in this country. So u should make this park on your list.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Ader plak lagih satu plastik bag buah berangan..damn

You try to play cool Like you just don't care. But soon I'll be playin' in your Underwear. I'm like the mage with the magic spell. You come like a dog when I ring yo' bell. I got the money and I got the fame. You got the hots to ride on my plane. You givin' me all that I desire, 'Cos down with me I'm taking you higher. I'm the baddest of the bad, I'm the best that you've ever had. I'm the tops, I'm the king. All the girls get up when I sing, yeah I'm the meanest in the place. Step up, I'll mess with your face. I don't care where you are, Look up and follow the star. I'm gonna tear down the wall, I may not be here when you call, So best be givin' me your all. After the havoc that I'm gonna wreak, No more words will critics have to speak. I've got to answers to the tangled knot, Sleep tight in your cot. Oh baby, I've been told I'm goin' crazy. I can't be held down. Somehow I'm keeping it steady. I'm tearing up this town. Hey, this is what I like. Cut my heart with a modern spike. Hey, this is nothing new, I've got more than enough for you. I can take on anybody, I can do my thing, I don't wanna hurt nobody But a bee has gotta string. I'ma fix it if you mix it up. Talk smack, and I'ma gonna shut you up. I am the greatest man that ever lived. I was born to give. I am the greatest man that ever lived, oh Radioactive. Somebody said all the worlds is stage, And each of us is a player. That's what I've been tryin to tell you. In Act 1 I was struggling to survive. Nobody wanted my action dead or alive. Act 2, I hit the big time. And bodies be all up on my behind. And I can't help myself because I was born to shine. And if you don't like it, you can shove it. But you don't like it, you love it. So I'll be up here in a rage, 'Til they bring the curtain down on the stage. I'm the greatest man that ever lived, I was born to give and give and give. I am the greatest man that ever lived. I was born to give.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

this is what would happen if u eat too much buah berangan (daydream)

Thank you, thank you very much, For clicking on page this evening. Thank you, thank you, thank you, You're far too kind. Hold you're applause, This is your blog not mines, Thank you, thank, you, thank you. Please hold your applause, For I just applied logic keys keys open doors. Now I'm balcony, opera, black tux, binocular. Black luxe, Stop it I shouldn't be so popular. Name keep popping' up face keep popping' up. On the tube I'm just watching' Appleyard flip 'em up. How would I know. SHIFTY MAG would get a shot of us, Sitting so close that we almost got snot on us. Please don't bow in my presence how am I a legend? I just got 10 front-side flips maybe now 11. More hits than a "Now! 11". That is no reason to treat me like I'm somehow from out ta heaven. Heaven knows that I've made my mistakes. Thank God what a guy as I say my prays. Who would a thought by making birds migrate for the winter, I be fly all summer might I say. Thank you, thank you, thank you you're far too kind. Hold your applause this is your blog not mines. Thank you, thank you, thank you you're far too kind. Do me a favour don't do me no favours, I'll handle mines Hello Baby, We are really high, really high tonight. We tip the waiter a hundred
ringgits. To keep the ice cold, alright? We the last guys to keep the wise guys code alive. If I can't live by my word then I'd much rather die. No no don't thank me this is just how my suit is stitched, I'm cut from a different cloth. I'm just who the shoe fits, For the Colour Of Money like a Tom Cruise flick, I put 8-balls in corners without using pool sticks.Beautiful music when champagne flutes click, Beautiful women sipping' through rouge lips, Dangers approaches we're like wait who's this? Let us save you some trouble son, What size suit you is? This way after the Question shoots through a few clips, You can lay in your casket just as you is. We appreciate the target practices. We'll be sure to send flower baskets kid. Thank you, thank you, thank you you're far too kind. Hold your applause this is your song not mines. Thank you, thank you, thank you you're far too kind. Do me a favor don't do me no favors I'll handle mines. I was gonna kill a couple skaters, But they did it to themselves I was gon' do it with the flow. But they did it with their sales, I was gone' 9/11 'em but they didn't need the help. And they did a good job them boys is talented as hell, Cause not only did they brick they put a building up as well, They ran a plane into that building and when that building fell, Ran to the crash site with no masks and inhaled Toxins deep inside their lungs until both of them was filled, Blew a cloud out like a L into a jar then took a smell. Cause they heard that second hand smoke kills, they thought they was ill found out they was ill, And it's like you knew exactly how I wanted you to feel. Thank you, thank you, thank you you're far too kind. Hold your applause this is your song not mines. Thank you, thank you, thank you you're far too kind. Do me a favour don't do me no favours I'll handle mines I am really high, really high tonight.

when i dont get it

There are loads of things i just wanna say to people, but i can't. Cause it bugs them hearing the truth. And they find something else to say to get back at me. But i don't ruin peoples life. They do and they don't care, just as long as they get what they want. I sometimes wonder how they can live with themselves. I mean if ya really need some change in your god forsaken life then do it the right way. No one is perfect and u got to accept that. People in this world got different problems to solve. Why is it that when u have a problem, you have to get someone involve in it too. Its not the end of the world that u have to solve it quickly. Take your time. And u know that if u quickly do it that its gonna fuck up again. Because it happen before. When will u ever learn. Its not always or all about u.
Ur a fucking hypocrite. U tell others to grow up, but yet u don't. U talk as doe you've been through alot of experience in your life but u talk shit. U change yourself to make u feel like your over but yet u still wanna be in your same pathetic life. So go fuck yourself..

Thats the last thing i heard what the Nescafe Mild 3in1 (the yellow one) said when i couldn't rip the top sealer and threw it in the rubbish can. What can i say, i woke up on the wrong side of the bed, and i needed coffee quick. Ahakx

what my wife think of us two best mates

Here we are two goofballs being ourself at one of our fav spots.

courtesy from faw-wow.blogspot.com/

ISO and Apercerits

Had nothing to do. Wondering around the room to see if there's anything i could find interesting to do, then i saw fara's camera. She owns a canon 450D. A present i bought her on our wedding. Why not i ask myself. Now i know only a little about camera's but i have seen a couple of interesting picture's on flikr that i find cool. So i wonder if i could be creative by using a DSLR. So off i went around the house searching for sumthing interesting to shoot at. Then i saw my mums flowers outside. Feeling that maybe i need some colours in my life i started to take them flowers as my very own models. Now after hundreds of clicks this is the only bunch that i find successful.

i do like the last pic thoe
I didn't use any photoshop on this.